Surrender

Psalm 37:4
Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.


When I was young and selfish, I thought He will give me what I wanted.
As I grew older and yet did not get what I wanted,
I began to seriously ask Him what He meant by it.


In time He made me understand that He wanted me to want what He wanted me to want.
Pressed for time, I succumbed (Lord, You are patient) and asked Him then to make me want what He wanted me to want.
He took it right away even when I am not that ready to change my heart. (Lord, You are merciful)
Boy, am I glad that I surrendered!