20120916 Following Instructions

Following instructions is one tough lesson to learn,
a never ending cycle,
specially when learning involves the prerequisite
of understanding the system of formalized symbols and signs
 to be able to understand
and get on to the basic,
if 
and 
only
if

along the course
of this enjoyable journey,
one can focus 
on the end,
to which I doubt.


Is it the urge to create?
Could it be the fear of being locked?

You know your answer
as well as I do mine.